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Hasta La Bye Bye

by Syd Caldera

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1.
woah walk down the road holdin your hand really, i'm holdin my own all those horrible things i said in the past were only the things i can't stand to look at in myself wouldn't you rather exist on a happiness plane? i know i'd rather forgive than keep on complainin. whoa you may be alarmed when you see her stopping mid-stride in the street just to look at the ground and whisper a song i owe her some silent but genuine comfort from madness wouldn't you rather exist on a happiness plane? i know i'd rather forgive than keep on complainin i hope when i leave you'll watch behind me for all the beautiful opportunities to join with all the people who happen to remain at the same time on this plane oh, woah, whoa wouldn't you rather exist on a happiness plane? i know i'd rather forgive than keep on complainin
2.
you reminded me what it is to really love last time they found me dressed in blood now i heave a sigh again i feel so high with love in my life drifting through the world now that i'm open i allow myself to slide when i think about your eyes i watch you rise and i let myself fall i wonder how you live this way at ease you place each step so carefully and i, i can tell - ooo i can tell by the mess and the smell on your breath that you're a wreck but every time you fill this hole inside me you become divine and i pray that i survive i watch you rise and i let myself fall i'll give everything i have to lift you up but to come into our own regardless we need happiness inside us i'm just sinkin down below as i watch you rise and i let myself fall
3.
don't be so hard on yourself, baby girl look where you were last year, sights ahead you were on the up and now you're on top so don't be hard and tough shaded by sadness from many attempts at joy you keep lookin on the outside for lovers to teach you what to change but who ever told you to change? is it your own voice that's drivin you insane? insanity just proves that you're a creature all wrapped up in a modern world so don't be so hard on yourself, baby girl look where you were last year, sights ahead you were on the up and now you're on top so don't be so hard and tough
4.
lately i've been comin out on the other side of the darkness i looked and i looked for someone to drag me out and lately it's only by my own means of crawlin' outside of the darkness inside me i'm able to meet with the folks who have already crawled out of their own holes there will come a day when i feel that i have arrived or maybe the thing that i want is sturdy and sustained peace of mind but know that there was a day when i thought you had capacity beyond me and a sadness i'd never before ever seen in this world before and that kind of upset i just hoped that i'd never have to endure again cuz when i saw it in you i thought, "wow, there must be somethin wrong with him." but there's something that's wrong with the two of us and it is not in us alone oh it's something most people will spend all their lives trying to run from know that i am so grateful to know that i felt so sad and alone before but i know that i don't wanna feel so sad and alone anymore for until we stop runnin from what we think about when we are all alone we'll just get caught up together in darkness and think we're returnin home there will come a day when i feel that i have arrived or maybe the thing that i want is a sturdy and sustained peace of mind

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Syd hopes Agape EP will help its listeners feel less alone. Hasta La Bye Bye was recorded from her bedroom studio in Brooklyn and mixed and mastered by LA-based producer Jonah Wei-Haas. Released digitally in July 2019, the release is a reflection on her process of finding and maintaining serenity and mental health while establishing a life in NYC.

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released July 23, 2019

guitar / vocals / engineered by Syd Caldera
mixing / mastering by Jonah Wei-Haas

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Syd Caldera New York, New York

Syd Caldera is a NYC artist with Oklahoma roots who ping pongs between love of acoustic guitar, 90s drums, and the sickest of bass lines.

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